the origin story
I’ve been searching for the fingerprints of God my whole life.
In Catholic school, I prayed on my knees at my bedside, begging God to talk to me. Silence.
I went to a Buddhist monastery for summer school. I sat, meditated, listened to gongs, waited. Nothing. I decided maybe I’d find myself if I became an astronaut… so I passed ground school at 13 and started training to be a pilot. In college, I majored in Religious Studies and Philosophy. Maybe the Creator could be found in ancient books.
I struggled wildly through all of it. Crippled with anxiety as a child. Lost in drug addiction as a teenager. Overweight, insecure, giving myself away to anyone who wanted me.
Eventually I gave up on the spiritual world entirely. I got a degree in Nutrition, built a private practice, ate an immaculate diet, worked out like an athlete. And then, at the healthiest I had ever been in my life, I got sick. Bed-ridden sick. The doctors said I probably wouldn’t get better.
It was here that I had my awakening.
There was an old box of books I’d stored away as a teenager. At the top was a Numerology book by Mathew Goodwin, an MIT mathematician. Just for fun, I read it. When I crunched my numbers, I felt what I had been searching for my whole life. What I tried to feel when I was praying. What I reached for when I was flying. The fingerprints of God.
I applied the wisdom of my numbers and I got better when no one said I would. And when I started decoding the numbers of my friends and family? The coincidences were impossible to ignore.
My father: a double 9 Humanitarian. A peace activist who dragged me to protests as a teenager. Of course. My sister: a double 6 Caregiver. The hub, the center, the one who sacrifices everything for those she loves. Holy cannoli.
These weren’t coincidences. They were breadcrumbs… leading us back to who we are and why we’re here. Decoding our numbers is like unrolling a love note from our Creator, reminding us of how valuable, needed, and capable we truly are.
i don’t fit in anywhere. and that is the point.
I spent seven years as a “spiritual bartender” behind the counter of a metaphysical bookstore in Mt. Shasta, California… one of the most popular spiritual meccas at the time. I met Tibetan monks, UFO experts, best-selling spiritual authors, workshop leaders who had studied everything.
And some of them were completely lost.
They knew their numbers, their sign, their enneagram by heart. They could argue about which way the chakras spin. And yet their lives were a mess. That’s when I understood: knowledge alone doesn’t transform you. Being truly seen does.
I’m not a traditional life coach… because what I do goes deeper than goals and strategies. I’m not a new age practitioner… because I’m far too grounded and too committed to your power to let you give it away to anything (channeled being, gifted teacher, or prophet) outside yourself. I’m not a therapist… though I’ve been told by people who know the field that what I do is closer to depth psychology than anything else.
I wear leggings and t-shirts. I rock climb and lift weights. I cuss and have a wicked sense of humor. And I believe in magic and I believe in evidence. I believe in the quantum field and I believe in doing the work.
My clients have called me the big sister they never had. The mom who finally sees them. The spiritual adviser who is also completely, refreshingly normal. The one who is deeply wise and also deeply safe… because she will never tell you who to be. She will only help you hear yourself more clearly.
That’s the most important thing I can say about how I work: I don’t know better than you. I never have. My job is not to give you answers. It’s to help you trust the ones you already carry.
my philosophy
Three things (and only three) create real transformation.
- Your Numbers: Numerology is one of the fastest paths I know to the root of who someone is (not years of self-exploration… though that has its place). It seems to be a precise, almost supernatural shortcut to your calling, your zone of genius, your timing, and the specific curriculum your soul is working through right now. I’ve watched clients receive more clarity from one session with their numbers than from decades of searching. That’s not an accident. That’s because Nnumbers are a language of God… and they don’t lie.
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Pattern Recognition & Your Inner Wisdom: This is the depth work. And without it, Numerology is just a party trick. I have a supernatural ability to read patterns… to see where your genius lives, where your wounds are running the show, and where you’ve been working against your own design without knowing it. I can hear when a client is in their zone of genius. I can sense when they’re getting warmer. I can spot the blind spot they’ve been circling for decades and name it in a way that finally makes it moveable. But here’s what makes this work different: I’m not here to tell you what to do. The psychics, the channelers, the coaches who might tell you what to believe or what you must do – they do the one thing that guarantees you never step into your full power: they make you trust them more than you trust yourself. My entire practice is built on the opposite belief. There is a power within you that knows. My job is to help you listen to it. Yes, I will challenge you. Yes, I will point out your blind spots and the sneaky ways you sabotage yourself. But I have learned (over and over again, with every client) that the soul knows. Your inner wisdom is more intelligent, more accurate, and more trustworthy than anything I could give you from the outside. That’s why the coaching matters as much as the numbers. Numerology shows us the map. The depth work is how we learn to trust it.
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Co-Creation with the Zero: I am unshakably convinced that there is an infinite intelligence behind existence; a field, a presence, a greater mind that not only designed us with precision, but that wants to support us, respond to us, and co-create with us. This is where I am a spiritual adviser in the truest sense. I don’t just believe in your inner design and your magic. I believe there is a field that is listening to you right now. That is responding to your thoughts, your energy, your alignment… or your lack of it. And I have spent decades learning how to help people find their unique doorway to that presence. That looks different for everyone. For some it’s a spiritual practice that finally feels true instead of borrowed. For others it’s healing the wounds that organized religion or toxic spirituality left behind; the ones that severed the relationship to magic entirely. For others still it’s simply learning, maybe for the first time, that the universe is not indifferent to them. My clients have told me I am the most spiritually safe person they have ever encountered. I think it’s because I hold only two things as certain: there is an infinite field. And it responds to us. Everything else I hold with open hands. I will never tell you what to believe. But I will help you find your way back to the magic — on your own terms, in your own language, through your own doorway.
get to know me better
- I am an 8 Life Path, 9 Expression Number in Numerology, a Virgo Sun, Virgo Moon, Leo Rising, and an INFP. All of these systems are different languages… Numerology just happens to be the one that I am in love with the most.
- In my 20s, I was a Nutritionist – teaching weight management classes in gyms and working with clients navigating disordered eating patterns. That chapter taught me how deeply the body reflects what’s happening beneath the surface… something that still informs my work today.
- I was invited to L.A. to film a program on the mysticism of numbers… while 3 months pregnant with my youngest daughter. That moment marked the beginning of what would eventually become my life’s work.
- In my mid 30s, I fell in love and manifested my soulmate husband. It is never too late. EVER.
- He’s Christian and conservative. I’m spiritual and liberal. I can hold nuance, honor difference, and see the deeper patterns underneath it all.
- I bought my first home with my income alone.
- I’ve created a business, lifestyle, and way of living that gives me Christmas morning excitement; where I go to the gym, write poetry, read the mystics in coffee shops, study, and get paid to have meaningful conversations with on-purpose, deep, magical souls.
- And all of this… after being told I would starve if I chose this unconventional path. It became possible when I understood my design, trusted my own discernment, and anchored into a spiritual practice that taught me how to hold belief (even when reality hadn’t caught up yet).
MY MISSION
I want every person I work with to be seen (truly, completely seen) for who they actually are. And to be abundantly loved, celebrated, and compensated for it.
Not for a performance or for a persona… or for the version of themselves they built to survive. But for their pure, true, natural essence.
I know what it’s like to go without that. And I know what becomes possible when you finally have it.
That’s why I’m here.
A person’s destiny changes the moment someone else witnesses the beauty of who they really are.
